PEERS.

oh, hi mates! seems like I talk a lot about what's happening to me lately but not my social life. okay now this is the eerie part, especially for an introvert gal like me. 

See, I think it's kinda funny that I'm hella introvert but I really do wanna make friends. I'm trying to talk. In the meantime, I also can't help faking myself just to make friends. If I know we have no potential to be, perhaps because our mind is just not aligned or that particular person just shut him/herself down. Then I would rather not trying so hard to be exactly that person is, just to be his/her friend.

Yes you gotcha, it's true that I don't have lots of friends. But one thing for sure, once we become friends I'll be that loyal friend and 24/7 be there whenever I'm needed. like do you know what I mean.. and no wonder if my friendship mostly are 10+ years. hahha

Now when I'm in another city. Another challenge, because of different cultures and also the way people talk in here is capsize from what I carried for 23 years. Which makes me to even try harder for the shake of having friend. It's sad when some people just judging all the way, starting from the accent and the way you talk. Sorry to say but it disgusts me.

I know that I've to be more ventured, or else I won't have friends. If I have no friends here, oh geez, it would be though. After months I haven't found one, now I'm gratefully have severals!

Most are those when I joined a course in South Jakarta. On the first day, I already know that I will get at least one friend in here. And voila, 5 friends! They are such nice and funny guys and girls. Very supportive, humorous, not-judging and so forth. Another friend of mine whom I knew from Linkedin. It barely took 3 months from the first time we introduced ourselves to actually be friends, because of the on-off-convo. But so far, it turns out very well. and oh, we did culinary hopping around Block M and it was crazily fun! 

Besides I do have several friends in this city, I'm also bloody happy that some old friends of mine move here as well. At least, we can catch up when we're about to spill the tea or there's a burden which is better to talk in face-to-face until our eyes get puffy. (Yes, it's a pun)

so, are you also an introvert that finds hard time looking for a friend?

xx,

nessa

FRIENDS FOR LIFE.

several days ago i met my best friends and we spent hours with laughter, gee i miss them already. in case you want to know who they are, you can click THIS . i met all of them besides Finley because she still in Japan for study so yeah. i dont know what you think but for me it is really hard to find true-good-friends and in fact, my friends are less than ten ( i am not pathetic anyway ). see, i am type of person who is hard or even cannot fake my feeling and expression so when i dont like you i rather dont look at you and even talk. in addition im an introvert person. so those are the reasons why i dont have many friends but i still feel bless tho because my friends are truly friends. like seriously mates. we can talk everything all day all night, no matter what.

since we all have different activities and plus some are in different country so it is kinda hard for us to talk frequently but its okay because our bond is still there and thats what matter. we started our friendship from junior high until now so yeah approximately nine years perhaps thats why we have such a strong bond among us.well, in university i do not have friend that i can categorize them as my best friend, it kinda sucks but its okay at least i still have my girls.

left to right : Joy, me, Tasya

left to right : Verine, me, Joscelin

oh yes! fun fact about people in picture 1.

three of us are from different race and religion but amazingly we became friends for years already and still counting boo! i think we really prove to others that religion and race aint matter, as long as you love each other. so yap, dont be racism!  

those people above are the reason why i still can laugh and face all problems that slap my face, like seriously. they always be there when i need somebody to talk to, we always ready to share and help each other no matter how busy we are. gee i love you all so much!

 

knit wear : H&M

legging : unbranded 

shoes : Staccato

sling bag : GUESS

anyway, i bring back my old hair which means i cut off my curls! I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY

stay tuned,

nessa  

FINALLY 20

this May 9, i finally become twenty-year-old gurl. no longer a teenager now. gee

so many things happened in this nineteen years, go through up and down, fall in love and broken heart happened as well. this year i got special present from my dear friend name Cheryll. she is more like small sister rather than friend to me because we have become friend for ten years and she is now only fifteen while me twenty. so yeah. anyway, she gave me tripod WOOHOO!! i got nothing from my boyfriend because he has financial problem right now which is fine for me tho at least he gave an effort drove long way from his mum's house to meet me. these several weeks have been a worst weeks for both of us, trust issues and overthinking happened and the most sucks from this year birthday is that i cried at my birthday date. no.. it is not tears of joy but in other way round it is tears of hurt. him and i cried a lot ( i kinda shocked when i saw him cried, to be honest ) but the most important thing is that hopefully we can conquer every problems and i do hope he can change become a better man #hope. okay, say bye to sad memories now back to happy moment in my birthday. yesterday i had a girls night out with my besties, we went to one cafe in town where we also can play many boardgames while enjoying our meals. although when we arrived there the clock already 9 PM but still, so packed and finally i arrived home almost midnight tho. so here are some photos from past several weeks until yesterday that i never post on my blog.

MEET UP

finally we meet up! after several months four of us are stuck with our college life,one of my pals from Malaysia went back to Medan so we need to meet up.well although my saving almost minus but nahh whatever. by the way,if you want to know more about our friendship relationship,click on OFFICIALLY 18th .This post suppose to pending until next week because my friend hasn't send me some pictures but i can't help myself for not post something for this week,so i just post it today.

 (bad quality photo,sorry)

 

1.11.15

time flies so fast isn't it? thus,let's more appreciate and thankful for what we have especially family and friends surround you.

i have a special relationship with this girl.We met since she was about 2 or 3 years old.Her mum and mine are best friend.Years by Years our relationship become bolder.People always thought she is my little sister probably because they see us more like sister rather than friend.HAHHA! well,every relationship always have up and down even with our mum/dad but no matter what i still love her!

pictures taken by my closest friend on earth : Verine

OUR JOURNEY [ PENANG ]

this is the last destination from our journey. I still remember last time I go to Penang it's about five years ago,the place is just an ordinary place because this place is well-known of their doctors not for vacation.BUT NOW,Penang really wow me like seriously. first hotel we live is near beach so when we open the window,we can directly see the beach. For me,it's a bit like Hawaii tho hahha! and yep im apologize I don't write what's the name of the hotel because I forget.. plus,from this hotel to one of the famous plaza in Penang called Gurney Plaza and Gurney Paragon is quite near,you only need to take bus 101/102.
next day,we move to another hotel in Chulia street I won't talk much about this place,let these pictures explain